Sharon Chen小天地

somewhere in my deep mind

i had been persuading myself to move you out of my life

for long and long and long

i know it's impossible

somewhere in my deep mind

i disguise myself in many ways in front of you

and also i know you disguise yourself in front of me too

some day

i choose the one ever pretending to me

and giving up chances to continue my ever losing occupation

things do not change

you still influence my life but with some sort of hostility

not ever from me but from you

and i can recognize it

you still do not stay open to me for many personal reasons

even i had chosen

i have no idea why but so do i

how come the situation prolonged

i could not understand

i could not understand...